It's only 1pm

And I have changed Nico's outfit twice, fed him constantly, threw a load of his clothes in the dryer, cloth diapes in the wash, rocked him, changed his diaper to only hear him go poo so I had to change him again pronto and now he is asleep on my chest. Wow what a way to start a day. Do you want to know why I am so swamped... because my mother went out today. When she is here and Nico is going through all of this I hardly notice because she is a one woman miracle worker and I never notice the mountain of things that she & I are doing. Anyway smelling his neck, seeing his tiny face or him gripping my finger makes all of this work seem like small stuff.